Yesterday was a bad day. After work I HAD to go to the beach and see the water. Then it got weird. I saw something...I don't know what I saw. It scared me. Don't know what else to say. It was big, round, and fast. It went over water and over land. Sometime I will write down what I saw. Maybe even here.
Today was a worse day. We lost Jacob for a full hour and a half. It was the worst day of my life. He is safe at home now. But he was gone and I couldn't imagine life without him. Or his brothers.

I love you boys! You may not want me to say that online. I don't care.

I love you more than you could ever know!!!