Well, for some reason the pics won't upload. So chances are that I won't be able to show what the tree looked like with gifts. Oh well, I am sure that the boys are going to be happy. Right now there are gifts under the tree from all FOUR parents. Philip and I, and their father Trevor and his partner Deb. Lucky boys if you ask me.
One thing that I missed for most of my young life was a gift from my Daddy. I had my step dad and that was good. I am happy that Trevor cares about the kids. I am extra happy that Philip cares so much about them. As I said they are very lucky children and they are loved so much.
So to every one Happy Holidays.
P.S. to whoever got our names as family Secret Santas. We are being patient. If it is Aaron or Mangus, we are expecting art. Hehe. Just kidding. Well, no, not really. Love you all.

One more go at the pic. It might happen this time.
Nope. Oh well. Try later I guess.

This is my house. We moved here this past March. It really was .... um...great? We had been living in a smallish home and then found this one for the same monthly rent. It is in a gorgeous area and I am very happy with it. Just thought I would share. The picture was actually taken by a local real estate agent. He takes photos of the homes in our area every year (for the last 8) and then makes a calendar out of them. Each home gets a one page calendar with a picture of the home they own or rent. It is quite a nice way of advertising, don't you think? That would be him in the corner of the picture but I didn't have the heart to edit him out.

This is my pagan holiday christmas tree. We are a multi belief family so it is all of this and more. The decorations are all handmade (not by anyone we know though). They are all in cream and red. This tree is so pretty and the kids are quite hyped now. Maybe on the morning of the 25th I will post what it looks like with the gifts under it. If I get to it before the kids do.

Yesterday was a bad day. After work I HAD to go to the beach and see the water. Then it got weird. I saw something...I don't know what I saw. It scared me. Don't know what else to say. It was big, round, and fast. It went over water and over land. Sometime I will write down what I saw. Maybe even here.
Today was a worse day. We lost Jacob for a full hour and a half. It was the worst day of my life. He is safe at home now. But he was gone and I couldn't imagine life without him. Or his brothers.

I love you boys! You may not want me to say that online. I don't care.

I love you more than you could ever know!!!