28 February, 2006

AHA!!! I think I've got it!!
I changed the template of my blog and it got fixed!
Not sure right now if I like this template...I think I will try to customise it...or find another.
However, that big gap is gone and that's what counts.

Hehe, I am so proud of myself.
Last day of February. In the last week I have seen flowers blooming and snow falling. Strange place to live. But awesomely beautiful. Spring has sprung and I need to do something different with my life. Still thinking on that. I often wonder how much more I can volunteer for projects or events without spreading myself too thin. By volunteering, filling up my schedule, etc...I think I will learn and experience new things. However, I find myself going too fast to enjoy anything. Sure I get many flashes of enjoyment but ...I guess it all comes down to...how can I work from home and still make the cash? Working at home would give me more time with the kids and Philip. My time would be my own. Any ideas? Please, feel free to comment.

I haven't written in the blog for awhile. I don't know why. I think it may be because of that huge gap at the top of the page and I have NO idea how to get rid of it. It is not aestheically pleasing and it really bothers me. Almost feel like scrapping the whole blog.

08 February, 2006

Arrghh! I have to get rid of that blank space on my blog. I don't know what happened.

Okay, so last week I hurt my back and I have been able to rest a bit since. It is sort of nice. Over the last week I have seen two things on tv, that while being extreme, made me want to add something to my life. I have been thinking of making a change. Most of all, I want to be home more for my children. This working out of the house is killing me. I need to figure out a way to work at home and make enough money to share the bills and whatnot with Philip. The two things I saw were a WALMART commercial with this guy who rock climbs, he is about 45 ish and seems to be having the time of his life. The other thing was Jack Osbournes, Adrenaline Junkie. Now, don't start thinking weird things. Right now I don't want to rock climb or do extreme sports. The thing is that I want to do someting. Working, worship, and home are not the only things I want. I need something more. It could have to do with the fact that next month heralds my last year in my 30's. I don't want to grow sedate and bored. I need some excitement.
Alright, on proofreading this, I realize there are two topics...but really, they are one and the same.
I don't want to work somewhere out of the house anymore and if I do I want it to be my OWN. AND it has to be somewhat exciting or leave time for exciting things to happen.

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